Feelings
Undefined.Unwritten.I'm just beginning.The pen's in my hand ending unplanned. Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find...
Contetious
As I told before, I try to make a change. To complete my personality, to be a solid point of the world. And not something, that can be easily tossed away. No, that's not really impressing for ANYone I think. So I have an aim. But I do not have an actual plan. I think it's called by the professionals "improvising". And what was my impro for today?
You wouldn't believe, cause it didn't believe it either at first. I quarreled. With my ex. No strings attached. Or something like that.. So it may seem easy. But I think that the art is to keep it in control. I'm an optimist, but really, I did have it. It wasn't anger, what worked in me. It was pure ratio. I argued for myself, for my thoughts, I stood for me. And now I'm kind of proud of myself. That I was able to do it, with the least emotion.
Because, I think, when you argue with someone, well it's okay, you may have strong emotion, but you have to keep them in the right channel. You shouln't let them flood your mind. Just take it easy. Really. E-A-S-Y. That's the hardest thing to do. As for me at least.
Just take a deep breath and then let it go. But think it twice before you say it, u know, just in case you would regret it. And you don't want that, do you?
